我忍。。。!!
开始计时倒数。。
忍住，忍住。不要做傻事!
18+4

travel bug

i think i'm seriously bitten by the travel bug.

planning nov go penang. or maybe i will suggest to change to hatyai. (must plan and book tonight)

planning to go JB for seafood next Sat. but unsure of way. hmm. and colleagues are jio-ing to go Desaru next Sat. double hmm

leen jio go bangkok. tempted. haha

this shall be where all my spare cash go. LOL

oh...

那些最重要的人，无论过了多久没见，依然亲切。1小时的路途，为了喊一声“阿嬷”-值得。

哪一天清晨起床时，兴致勃勃的想上班， 我一定是当老板娘了。 抑或为了一个帅哥疯了。哈哈

才星期二， 我的天。

怎样分辨到底是想念一个人， 还是只是想找回一种以往的感觉？

photos update

last Saturday, after working, cabbed down to Farrer for Macarons baking workshop!
we learned how to make the meringue, and also two kinds of fillings. it was fun, and we succeeded! but i'll have to try again before i know if i can make it on my own.


then it was off to furama riverfront for granny's birthday dinner! quite long since i saw the entire maternal family. food wasn't bad, and there's a new addition who is super cuddly! i didn't dare hold him, in case my biological clock and maternal instincts kick in. LOL

tues and wed evenings were spent with gen and the drama girls respectively. only took photos of the food, cause we were all seh. hahaha but it's nice to unwind, and thanks for the treat!!! =)

yesterday was zoo day!! hong had a corporate pass, so 4 of us got in free! walked almost the entire zoo in 5 hours. what a myriad of animals! we only missed the sun bear and elephants, cause we were too lazy to backtrack. haha





and then i chionged down to my cousin's wedding dinner. very sweet couple. http://shawndiane.com/

but the atmosphere was weird. my parents' generation were pretending it was a good chance to catch up (nothing happened / all's forgotten and forgiven). my nephews and nieces were too unrecognizable for me to even say anything to them. and my generation were all stuck to their seats, too afraid to make the first move, say the wrong thing.

有些事情发生了，真的无法挽回。唉。童年玩伴，如今的陌生人。

going to the zoo~! after talking about it for so long!!

yayness! it's the weekend!

next weekend i'm probably going desaru for seafood and a one night stay. =)

sick

Lt says i'm slow, to catch a flu when everyone else has already done so. Or maybe it's the mooncakes, beautifully packaged but deadly.
Lousy acting skills yielded only one day MC. Boo.
Sugar coated dequadin pastilles leave a rim of sugar on thr container, just like the salt of magaritas.
Lol, time to sleep.

story time!

Let me tell u a story... a love story
X and Y were very much in love, but at times they quarrelled (cause 2 people will always be differences).
And one day, somewhere somehow, X (or maybe Y) got to know someone new, Z. Due to circumstances, there was increased frequency of contact. Perhaps, even more contact between X and Z than between X and Y.
Inevitably, X starts to fall for Z. But X still believes Y is the one true love. Thus, X tries to reduce contact with Z, but the lure of the novel and interesting is too great. So another tactic is employed-to keep Y from knowing about Z.
But Y didn't become the 'one true love' of X without knowing X inside out. Y sensed something wrong and confronted X. The result was, needless to say, ugly. It could only have ended in breakup.(If it didn't, Y is stupid, and must be prepared for another round of heartbreak at an unknown point in future. A leopard never changes its spots)
X and Y separated and can never be friends again.
--the end--

What? You think every story has a happy ending? Don't be naive. 那些山盟海誓，只是年少无知。

别来搅和我的平静。

first time

累得不想靠自己。找个怀抱钻进去好了。

可还是被窝好:p

another emo song discovery

愿一个下雨天到街上走一走
看一部老电影 等人都散去以后
才发现我眼泪在流
不瞒你说 还有那么一点点痛

穿一件你那年送给我的长袖
虽然有点厚重 在刚入秋的午后
但发现我还有感动
幸好那一点点的想念我早就看懂

明天以后 若再次相遇在某个街头
不要问我当初离开你是什么理由
一句问候 对我来说也太多
倒不如低着头从我背后经过 别叫我

转身以后 我不想知道你牵谁的手
不要管我过得好不好 就请你也祝福我
你的回眸 已不能安慰我
还你微笑 是我不甘示弱
我用力挥一挥袖 掉头就走

damn

supervisor: how's the preparation for monday's customer audit?
me: haven't started.
supervisor: *stunned* HUH? today is friday lehz!
me: ya i know, but i not free
supervisor: .... *walks away

cheyz. then you ask for what. fuck. doesnt help matters.


and why is bangkok so freaking expensive?

~happy note: baking macaroons course tomorrow! =)
fattening thoughtS: buffet tonight and tomorrow. lol

why are the people i miss not free on sunday afternoon?! haha BOOHOO!

belated bday wish

Money to flow in so i don't have to face all the shit at work.
Cant there be no politics, just simple interactions?

kao.

i see and hear other people's relationships, and realise it's a good thing i'm not in one.
relationships nowadays are damn complicated.

i won't judge whether good or bad, it's just that those kind of relationships are not for me.

so i must see clearly before i jump into another one.

(but some stories from people are really LOL)

turning 24

it really isnt such a big deal. another day, another year. spent the long weekend slacking and rotting away in the middle of the sea. no fancy restaurants, no nice presents, no crazy party. Simple family dinner at bedok 511 hawker centre :)

Perhaps its my fault that i didnt allow time for pre celebrations, so there are a few post ones lined up. Thanks for remembering and making the effort to organise!

I like my simple life now, with all those i've known and loved for years. Looking forward to better times together:)

retiring E71

mark all-> delete.
are you sure you want to delete all 320 messages? -> no. cause deleting them doesn't make a difference to the long journey taken in the past.

but keeping them doesn't make a difference too.

those sms i kept that still can make me cry. 'sorry i hurt you so so much', no you're still unforgivable.

I'm also happy that we're able to talk like this after all this while =)

那些曾经，再见了。

damn it.

do you want me to go or not? you gotta stop confusing me. i don't even know what's gonna be your choice in the end.

i hate the waiting limbo. and i can't even scold you.

countdown...

its 4 working days to the end of my 1 year contract. and i've yet to see the new one.
seriously, with all the shit that is spamming left right and centre, i'm not that anxious on recontracting.
however, there is the 4-more-months-to-bonus thing going on, which sucks.

maybe i'm just tired from work, and i should take monday off (urgent leave / MC, whatever)

the only guy i have time for in my life right now is probably gregory. LOL

it's quite unimaginable how much i'm looking forward to the kelong next weekend. =)